I'm sick of reading teen romances. I'm sick of watching chick flicks. I'm sick of always hearing of how the weird girl gets the dude because in this world, we really don't.

Everyone around is either in love, falling in love, in a relationship, you get the picture.

And I have to wonder what I'm doing wrong.

I don't really think there's anything so wrong with me that actually repels guys but I guess there has to be something wrong.

Don't get me wrong, I get along with guys, but that's the point. They all look at me as if I were just another boy. I'm always the best friend (or quite recently, the practice girlfriend) but never the girl friend.

They tease me about how other guys probably like me but I can't even name one.

I never really wanted a boyfriend as much as I do now and it's a sucky feeling.

But take note, I'm just saying WANT. I don't need one. So I'm not desperate and not looking.

It's just getting really damn lonely.